A step in a desk

I was sitting in my desk, waiting for my Advanced Media Writing class to begin yesterday, when I suddenly realized I was ready.
I took out my cell phone and deleted all my saved texts from past boyfriend Stephen. I looked through them and remembered when they were sent, the funny times, the sad times, the times it made my day, etc. But yet I was fine doing it.

This may sound silly (scratch the may, this is silly) but it was a very big moment. And yes, I realize it took four months for me to get there, but now, I am there. I couldn't do it for four months, but now I finally could and I am grateful. I am also grateful that I could remember those times again as I went through them because they were very fun times, and he was such a good friend to me. So deleting my texts was a very gratifying moment: grateful for the good friend I made, the great memories I had and the things I learned from him, and grateful that hearts heal and move on.